Im depressed, i would really like some help with this problem it would mean a lot please?

my ex of nearly a year split up with me 2 months ago and i havent seen him since. it was because of an innocent text he took the wrong way and also because of a lot of fights and miscommunication. since then we kept talking as friends and i brought up sorting things out nemerous times but he always said no as he didnt want the hle and me "wrecking his head" and the fights etc as he had a hectic lifestyle and didnt need the stress. for the past week he has been telling me how much he misses me and loves me but when i said about suggesting about meeting he said no as it would get messy. monday he text me saying if we were to get back what would change and i said i needed to grow stop the petty arguments but needed him to tell me what bothers him so we can sort it out. then he told me a few things and one was the text thing, we talked about it and i told him i know i was wrong for giving my number and not telling you and i was sorry for what i done and i wouldnt be making the same mistake twice its worth a chance as we always got on so well. he txt saying he just reckons we will be in the same position again in a few months. i said if we sorted out our issues now then the shouldnt happen again and is it not worth a try and he said i dont know? we talked some more about other issues and then i just asked him would he just give it one more chance that he wouldnt know until he tried and he said il see, he text me yesterday then just having a normal conversation and today also. i sent him an unhappy face and said it has been two months and he said what do you mean. i would like to hear opinions on this what should i do now? does it sound like he may give me another chance or just want closure? if he didnt want to get back with me then why would he bring it up? should i just ask him again straight out or leave him? im really depressed over it all and would like genuine opinions