Can Someone Help Me? Thanks?

Hey, Well I'm starting High school (9th grade) in about two month. Lately I've been feeling NERVOUS.! I was wondering could anybody share their fears about high school & how they overcame them. Also I'm trying to get lighter skin (I want it for me) could ya also leave some natural ways to lighten skin (I'm not dark skin, but I'm not light skin.. oh and I'm African American.) Oh & for the high school thing, I know lots of people, but I don't feel like I'm pretty enough to even be noticed anymore. :/ & plus my school is pretty much based on which girl is 'Thick' & I'm skinny. But lot of people say my body is like good for me (I personally like my body) Like if my school was based on MAINLY personality & how pretty your face is.. I'd be good (not being conceited, or anything) Well Thanks.. (sorry for ^^^ all that, lolz.)